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"Thank you"

The fights, those nights
I tried to pretend it don't hurt
The way, I prayed
Someday that you would love me
Really, completely
Just how I wanted it to be
But no, so wrong
Can't believe I stayed with you so long

You hit, you spit, you split, ever-y bit of me, yeah
You stole, you broke, you're cold
You're such a joke to me, yeah

For every last bruise you gave me
For every time I sat in tears
For the million ways you hurt me
I just wanna tell you this
You broke my world, made me strong
Thank you
Messed up my dreams, made me strong
Thank you



My head, near dead
Just the way you wanted it
My soul, stone cold
Cos I was under your control
So young, so dumb
Knew just how to make me succumb
But I un-derstand
To make yourself feel like a man

You hit, you spit, you split, ever-y bit of me, yeah
You stole, you broke, you're cold
You're such a joke to me, yeah

For every last bruise you gave me
For every time I sat in tears
For the million ways you hurt me
I just wanna tell you this
You broke my world, made me strong
Thank you
Messed up my dreams, made me strong
Thank you

You coulda had it all babe
It coulda been so right
I woulda given you everything
Morning through night
Yeah, you taught me some lessons
Those are my blessings
That won't happen again
Thank you

Exterminating Angel

Here it comes again
Taste of jagged glass and rusty can
There are just black holes
Where the stars would be watching
Just black holes
Where the stars should have been
Plumes of dirt
Caress a urine coloured sun
Swarms of angels
Come to kill your sons
And theres nothing but black holes
Where the stars should have been
Nothing but black holes
Where the stars would be watching

Oh those strange argonauts
Digging again in your pit
Cover them in menstrual stream
Cover them in black gold
Plunge them into ingots
Ripping through your menstrual stream
Rising up taste of rusty can
And jagged glass feeling again
Here it comes again...

Hordes of locusts blot out your sun
Raining down - rain on everyone
Poor little rich thing
Poor little bleeding heart
Poor little misunderstood
Piss on it - Im sick of it
Enough is enough
I wanna fuck it up
In spite of it
Just for the hell of it
I wanna fuck it up
Out of sync - out of phase
Out of sight - out of spite
Raining down, raining everyone
Poor little rich thing
Poor little bleeding heart
Poor little misunderstood
Piss on it - Im sick of it

Here it comes again...
Taste of jagged glass and rusty can
There are just black holes
Where the stars should have been
Just black holes
Where the stars would be watching

Fallen

Heaven bent to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight

Truth be told I've tried my best
But somewhere along the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
And the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

We all begin with good intent
Love was raw and young
We believed that we could change ourselves
The past could be undone
But we carry on our backs the burden
Time always reveals
The lonely light of morning
The wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
That I have held so dear.

I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Heaven bent to take my hand
Nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to those I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turned their heads embarassed
Pretend that they don't see
But it's one missed step
You'll slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem a way to be redeemed

Though I've tried, I've fallen...
I have sunk so low
I have messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here
And tell me I told you so...

Flutuo

Flutuo
Consigo deslindar o meu gosto sem esforço
Balanço é o que a maré me dá
E eu não contesto
O meu destino está fora de mim
Eu aceito
Sou eu despida de medos e culpas
Confesso

Hoje eu vou fingir
Que não vou voltar
Despeço-me do que mais quero
Só para não te ouvir dizer
Que as coisas vão mudar
Amanhã

Flutuo
Consigo deslindar o meu gosto sem esforço
Balanço é o que a maré me dá
E eu não contesto
Amanhã pensar nisso sempre me dá mais jeito
Fazer de mim Pretérito Mais Que Perfeito.

Hoje eu vou fingir
Que não vou voltar
Despeço-me do que mais quero
Só para não te ouvir dizer
Que as coisas vão mudar
Amanhã
Amanhã

Hoje eu vou fugir
Para não me dar a vontade de ser tua
Só para não me ouvir dizer
Que as coisas vão mudar
Amanhã
Amanhã
Amanhã

Letting your love show...

Is it a good idea?
Should we let our love shows?
Is it safe?
Should we just deliver ourselves to someone that we like?
Is it conscious?



So many questions... Where are the answers?
Are there any answers?

The Blowers Daughter

And so it is
Just like you said it would be
Life goes easy on me
Most of the time
And so it is
The shorter story
No love, no glory
No hero in her sky

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

And so it is
Just like you said it should be
We'll both forget the breeze
Most of the time
And so it is
The colder water
The blower's daughter
The pupil in denial

I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off of you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes off you
I can't take my eyes...

Did I say that I loathe you?
Did I say that I want to
Leave it all behind?

I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off of you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind off you
I can't take my mind...
My mind...my mind...
'Til I find somebody new

24h

Bem... que dias!!!
Ultimamente a minha vida tem sido uma constante correria!
As 24h diárias que ultrapasso passam a voar, e das 24h parece que apenas vivemos 12h...
Novos amigos, velhos amigos, tem sido assim os meus últimos dias, sempre em convivência com pessoas fantásticas, fazendo do descanso um mero passatempo, e de minha prioridade o trabalho e as "saídas"! Cafés, discotecas, bares, shoppings, todos estes vícios de volta à minha vida numa percentagem estrondoza, resumindo o descanso a uma percentagem quase nula!
Porém, estão a ser os melhores dias da minha vida... Já não me lembrava de me divertir tanto há bastante tempo! Tenho adorado e venerado cada segundo destes dias que têm passado...

Resta-me agradecer às pessoas que têm feito parte desta aventura que ainda promete muito mais!
Muito obrigado!

Estou a adorar viver novas aventuras com velhas amizades, e velhas aventuras com novas pessoas, e vice-versa... Recordar e inovar é viver!



Pensamento de hoje:
"Os espinhos que me feriram foram produzidos pelo arbusto que plantei."

Nem toda a gente percebe esta frase mas passo a explicar resumidamente...
Se algum dia errei, pagarei pelos meus erros... Se nada paguei, é porque talvez não tenha errado...



Peace :)